I haven't really found anything worth writing about in here. I suppose not much is important to me anymore. I guess it makes it easier to lose things when they don't mean anything, right? I feel it coming soon... It's calm before the storm. Just wait.

So a lot's happened since my last post. Jesus died back in March... or actually vanished. No trace of her to be found. There was no blood, and no little hamster skeleton anywhere. Back in June or so I moved back to Federal Way. I'm living back at Wes's house. I no longer have my cat, Poopy. I miss her. Bri and I broke up very recently. ( Read more... )

I guess christmas is the time of miracles. I wouldn't think they would apply to me. I don't believe in god, or christ. I have an epileptic hamster named jesus. She's a girl. And I've done something horrible this christmas. I don't deserve forgiveness. I don't deserve any love, presents, or any warm feelings that you get at this time of year ( Read more... )

Damn. I swore to myself I'd never write in this ever again. I still hate it with a burning passion that grows with every second... But like my cigarettes... I just keep going back to smoke another. I remember the times when I wished I could get 50+ comments on a post. I don't have the social skills or the tits to do that, though. Lucky for me ( Read more... )

The world has been on a constant roll downhill for a long time now. It's no secret. What caused it? Technology. Yeah... that word that everyone adores... If we have more advanced technology, then we're better, right? Sure, communication has skyrocketed... but what's worth more... quality or quantity? Kids these days have the coolest shit to ( Read more... )

hehe... I deposited 300 bucks into my account yesterday... and ended up with -78... I need to keep better track of my money... sheeit.

new ink

heh... I just discovered the joys of mindless self indulgence.

I think it's obvious that the world needs to change... and I'm going to do everything in my power to make that happen. Who's with me?

So my girlfriend decided to call me this morning after 2 weeks of silence. When we hung up, she was crying. I think this is the beginning of the end. Sad... but so goes the way of life.