Merry Christmas
I guess christmas is the time of miracles. I wouldn't think they would apply to me. I don't believe in god, or christ. I have an epileptic hamster named jesus. She's a girl. And I've done something horrible this christmas. I don't deserve forgiveness. I don't deserve any love, presents, or any warm feelings that you get at this time of year. I deserve to be cold and alone. I felt like I died after what happened. I thought that everything was over. I had ruined the most beautiful thing in my life. Somehow... some way... through all this shit... I still found a miracle. Merry christmas.