"Still, the first and last rule of life is Transformation. Nobody history cares about stood still."
-a certain brilliant professor I have known

Hey, look, it's about time for a change, I think. Follow me to hey_valentine? I promise, it's all better from here on out.

There just isn’t enough time. Because we didn’t get to watch Love, Actually again, after all, & we only got through two of Xtina’s Xmas songs, & we didn’t even get to watch Xena getting crucified, so now I’ll have to suffer through that emotional trauma alone. I could have cried when Ali called me from the road; I should have cried when I said ( Read more... )

So, Sarah made a mix of songs that give her goosebumps, & because she kept running in here all excited-like to tell us about it, & because I’m still not up for actually cleaning & getting ready to move back to Erie, I’ve followed suit.

( songs that make me shiver. )

( Someday, I will learn to say no. )

(Hey, if you guys could just, like, pray or send out good vibes or think positive thoughts or do good things or whatever you do when you're sick of people hurting & want to make it stop? It seems like everyone could use it right now. Thanks.)

Am having a ridiculously emo night. This could be due to any one of a number of things; I'm going to blame that tent scene in The Royal Tenenbaums because it's easier than accepting that things just aren't the same, lately. I can't cry anymore, I haven't laughed so hard that it hurt in a long time; everything is muted, dimmed. Two panic attacks ( Read more... )

Just wanted to say:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JORDANNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You are the most amazing roommate ever and one of my all-time favorite people and here is why ( Read more... )

You know, I always liked the thought of continuity,
but there are ending scenes I wish that I could write.

My great-grandmother died today. Aside from being in her nineties and a “difficult woman”, she was my favorite living relative. What kills me even now is how little I remember about her. Her dancing to “Bailamos” with my grandfather one Christmas; the huge buttons on her telephone; the fanatic attention she paid to CNN; the way she used to hold ( Read more... )

You guys are just so fucking beautiful; I don't say it enough ( Read more... )