yes, i have the old life. but yes, i'm finding a more passionate and devote one. and yes, i think i like it.

and in Him we pray and put our faith.

what more can we do in this war-filled world?

somedays, i just don't know how to handle it.

-living alone
-getting ready for college alone
-shopping alone
-cleaning alone
-driving alone
-being alone

where's the guidance that everyone else seems to be getting as we all venture off to the next part of our lives? i can't do this on my own.

Exodus 18:17-19

this life is starting to get ridiculous...yesterday our tournament started off badly, but then improved as we competed with lahser and lost, but we played our butts off for a while, that's for sure. anyways, last night sucked more than the morning of losing--i went to visit an old friend at her house party, when the cops showed up and wanted to ( Read more... )

i can't believe i've crossed over, but these past few days have been hell and i needed a fresh start...thus the absense of livejournal and the introduction to myspace

for some reason i dont think this is going to fulfill my needs...

it's sad when i can't even spend christmas with my favorite person. he's all alone at home and there's nothing that i can do about it...as they say i have to "roll with the punches". i hate that saying and i don't want things to be this way ( Read more... )

well it started out alright...and then someone came up with the brilliant idea of going out to dinner as a "family". nick left first and then dad, so there i was with the devil herself who says that nothing is her fault.

when is this all going to just be over? happy holidays.

Finnnnn: its grayt ( Read more... )

my mind has just been all over the place this weekend...so much is changing, not only my age, but everthing else. and i just can't handle this anymore. it's been going on for so long and i'm broken. i'm just ready to crash and burn and sign out for the time present. it's just, who does a girl go to when God takes so long to respond and my own ( Read more... )

temptations all around me.
and i give in.
challenges keep coming.

when will i triumph over them