I can't believe what my life has turned into. This isn't me. I don't know how this happened.

Something in me had changed. I want to change back. This isn't healthy anymore.

please dont make me do that

please

I give up.

I'm done trying.

I am so frustrated right now. I feel like my entire life has changed and no one seems to get it or to care. I dated and loved and spent all of my time with one person for over a year. You can't expect me to not be confused. You can't expect that everything is going to be fine and back to normal like it was before. I don't know what I'm doing. I ( Read more... )

so much for friends. fuck off.

remind me never to tell you anything again. Next time somethign makes you cry all night, don't tell me.

cause I couldn't care less.

I feel like last night totally changed everything. I have no idea who I am or what I want anymore.

Lord help me.

I feel incomplete and alone.

I’m at my internship right now, and I have so much on my mind that I thought I would write down what I’m thinking so I can concentrate better on my work. Yesterday was hard. Harder than I thought. I started to cry when I didn’t have a message from him after I got off work. I don’t want to change my ( Read more... )

Jon and I are not together anymore. It wasn't bad or messy. But it was time. I feel so lost. I feel like a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders, but at the same time I really miss how that weight used to feel ( Read more... )

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