I got a new livejournal, this one has too much old stuff on it.

andandhearts
that's the new one.

I wish I could say what I'm really feeling without words getting in the way. You know, the only thing that never lies is the look in someone's eyes. Words are careless but you can't fake what's behind your eyes.

I don't feel like caring right this minute. I have too much shit to do.

So yeah, I updated.

I don't know who I am anymore and the more I try to figure it out the less I know myself. I havent felt this way in so long, I havent been this confused in a while. Yesterday I couldn't have been happier, my life was perfect and today nothing's changed, so why do I feel like this? I finally found someone I really care about. I'm finally able to ( Read more... )

Life is really good. Except for the fact that my girlfriend's mom hates me and won't let me see her. Yeah, it sucks cause she live RIGHT down the road from me. But everything's alright because things are going pretty well with Devon. I'm happy :)

Band= good. School= bad. Girl= awesome.

This is a good week because Monday is the only rull regualr day of school and Monday's already over. Tomorrow is the PSAT which I'm going to be "too sick" to go take. I'm sorry, but I just dont care enough to waste my time and sanity on that test. So, I'm going to sleep in and that makes me happy.

Life's pretty good, just thought I'd update.

I think that I'm extremely lucky.

So I just got back from Devon's chorus concert and damn was I impressed. I wasn't expecting to be entertained at all or enjoy it (sorry, I've just never liked chorus) but I actually liked it. I'm glad I went. I was blown away by those kids. And Devon was... well she was beautiful. I thought it was amazing.

Oh my God... this girl... wow. I'm so happy right now, it's ridiculous.

So it's finally up! They were talking about it on the morning show and everything. I'm excited. I wanted to list the officers:

President: Alicia Deer (me!)
Vice President: Jason (Jay)
Secretary: Sarah Moyer
Sergeant of Arms: Stefy DeVita
Historian: Devon Keene
Treasurer: Open

I had THE best time tonight. Stefy, Ally (Paul), Devon and myself went to that Grand Prix place that used to be Malibu. It was awesome.