Yes, I'm living the dream--a nightmare--if I'm sleeping or awake. I feel haunted by thoughts of a vengeful force that has taken aim at me... It doesn't care if I've earned this punishment or not, it only thirsts for pain. It wants to consume me. I can't run, I can't hide, and it won't be ignored.

I want to give in to it... but I fear what I may

1.) Graduate from HFCC with honors ( Read more... )

Once upon a time, I used to watch television and movies portray love as, "something that can happen to anyone": I now kindly offer my rebuttal ( Read more... )

My brain has hit carrying capacity and it feels the need to purge ( Read more... )

The silence is deafening and the bed is cold. I think about you all the time. Your name rings in my ears every time someone asks about you and my cat keeps waiting on you to walk in the door. I can't believe I worked up the audacity to do this and now I must follow through... I must endure the pain and horror, fighting back vomit and tears thinking ( Read more... )

I fumble over words
I stagger over sentences
if you're paying attention you would know I'm down for the consequences

That's all i could get out without deleting.

I'm to tired to block your jabs anymore ( Read more... )

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Through a series of serendipitous actions here you are... In my arms again, where you belong. Even though you never knew it, you were always with me. Every song on the radio, every love story and every ideal dream scenario I've had since the day we met involved you. I used to mock destiny as a novel way to idealize the mere justification of caused ( Read more... )

Dear Mom ( Read more... )