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i finally put my heart back together
to keep it safe i built a wall
if i don't let anyone in, no one can hurt me
i tried to be your friend yet keep you out
i didn't notice how you crept in and stole my heart
its fragile and battered, barely beating in your hands
you got to me, you made me vulnerable
now i sit here in the dark tears streaming down my face
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symbols and epiphanies
today i can see my life in every ordinary situation. there is extra meaning in everyday occurrences. i moved all the furniture in my room around and i was trying to fit my desk in my closet and then i got stuck. the desk was blocking any way out for me. so i just stood there in my tiny little space and laughed thinking about how i got myself in ( Read more... ) -
Stuck
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I feel like I'm falling...
..........Deeper & deeper...
Until there's no chance of escape,
No hope of rescue.
I could stop myself...
.......If I tried.
It would hurt bad,
But not like the pain hitting rock bottom will bring.
...I should end my tragic fall here.
But I won't.
.......But I won't.
But I wish I would.
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Scared to leave
Frightened to try
I already know that I cannot fly
Fall from the sky
Plummet to the Earth
My harsh wake up call
Still, better a rude awakening
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frightened and alone
curled tight in a ball
she lets out a moan
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Why & Door
Why
All I see are your eyes
All I hear are your lies
WHY.
Why didn't you tell me?
Did you not trust me?
You should have told me,
Told me that you were that way.
Did you know I loved you?
I feel like such a fool.
I thought you could be my everything,
But now I feel like I have nothing,
Nothing but lies
And all the questions why.
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the sweetest lies
The Sweetest Lies
his sweet lies hold me tight
his sweet lies make me feel alright
his sweet lies slowly steal my sight
his sweet lies block the light
the sweetest lies
he tells with his eyes
his sweet lies stop my tears
his sweet lies calm my fears
his sweet lies steal the years
his sweet lies hide the mirrors
the sweetest lies hide what i've become
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If Only
She desperatly needs a break
From being so damn fake
Always pretending she's fine
Everyone always ignores the signs
She's far from alright
Nobody cares to notice her pathetic plight
Sad, angry, miserable && alone
Nobody even bothers to call her phone
Nobody ever noticed anything was wrong
They won't notice till she's long gone
She's never going home
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Faux Friends
I'm done faking
My heart is breaking
I know you can see
You just don't care about me
No more pretend smile
You're just in denial
I'm sorry to wreck your happily ever after
But I'm done with faux laughter
No more pretend
Its time to find out if you're really my friend
Yes, I'm rather cranky
But to put it frankly
This is who I am for now
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