I had an amazing Valentine's Day spent with Jake.  He did the sweetest thing with rose petals and got me this really pretty heart necklace with a pink diamond, my favorite color by the way.  I'm so lucky to be with him.  He treats me right, and he's the first guy in a long time who's been with me this long and hasn't cheated on me.  I'm in Florida ( Read more... )

Happy 2 month anniversary Jake. I'm surprised you've stuck with me this long, but I'm glad you have. You're an amazing guy and you've really made me happy, so thank you. I know I haven't been around all that much lately, and I really do apologize for that. I'm sorry, and I've missed you, but I'll be around more often, okay? I love you ( Read more... )

I think it's about time I update, it's definitely been a while. And lots of things have changed.. for the better. I'm with Jake, and today's our one month anniversary, got together on my birthday. He's amazing, really sweet, I love him very much, and I'm really lucky. And no, no one else can have him, he's mine! Things with my family have ( Read more... )

To say I'm not.. disappointed would be a lie in the least.  I can't help it.  I just feel.. *sighs* at a loss right now.

I mean yeah, there's one really great thing in my life.. and that's Jake.  He's amazing and he's nothing but good to me.. but I still feel like I'm not good enough you know?  And that maybe if I hold too tight he'll let go..

But ( Read more... )

So my birthday passed.  Mandy and Kelly and Nick threw me a party for my birthday.. well mine and Aaron's birthday.  And I'm not 17 years old.  And even though Aaron didn't show up.. *sighs*  I'm okay.  I still had a great time and it was nice seeing everyone.  I got a car from Nick, clothes, stuff for the inside of my new car, some gift ( Read more... )

So I'm back in New York now.. I left Canada. I came here in hopes of actually seeing people.. like my brothers, though I don't know for sure where Aaron is or if he's coming out here. Our birthday's on Tuesday.. joy? I don't think there's any party, at least I'm not throwing one. Not enough people here to have one I don't think. But anyway, if ( Read more... )

I'm still here in Canada with Jake, just hanging out and having a pretty good time. But my birthday's coming up.. Tuesday to be exact, so I'll probably be going back to New York for that.. maybe Florida. I don't know, I haven't talked to Aaron in a while. But yeah, I'm going to be 17.. nifty huh? Yeah.. I guess. *shrugs a little* But.. I ( Read more... )

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Forget it, it's not important.

Love ya!
*Angel*

*stares out the window of the airplane in silence.  a few tears slip before she reaches up and wipes them away.  she briefly closes her eyes a moment, takes a deep breath, and plasters on a smile when the stewardess hands her a pillow.  wraps herself in a blanket and sighs heavily*

I'm sorry that I keep bringing people down with me.. that's the ( Read more... )

Guess who can't sleep? Oh I'll tell you who.. that'd be me!  I managed to fall asleep for like 30 minutes and now I'm up again.. ugh it sucks.  There are lots of new people and I've yet to really talk to any of them.  So call me kay?  I talked to Brandon and I think that's about it.. I love to talk, really I do!  Um today.. let's see.. first I went ( Read more... )