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I am in big trouble...
Yabai!
Oh no!!!
My boss will be asking me the most crucial question for this year - will I go or not… Yabai~ I can feel it, he will be asking me that question - if I’ll continue or not… Oh God~ honestly, I don’t know how I’ll answer that question.
Deep in my heart, I know what to say, but the reality is making me confuse of what to decide. Now I’m ( Read more... ) -
16 days to go....
December 9, 2010
Good morning everyone… Wow, it’s 9th of December, 16 days to go before Christmas. I am really looking forward to next year. But first, I must finish this software I am currently doing. Whooo~ it must not be a problem, only, lately, I got obsessed in downloading and uploading videos subbed by newshfan… hahaha~ now that’s ( Read more... ) -
Weird~
November 25, 2010 (11:01 AM)
Seriously, I feel this day somehow ~ weird? Well, it just, suddenly, I am voicing out what’s on my mind. Earlier, after my boss and I discussed about the projects we need to work on, and with the possibility of one of my officemates to submit her resignation, I suddenly find myself voicing out my plan of ( Read more... ) -
1st Letter
I’ve deleted my facebook and twitter account. In the moment, I am thinking about deleting my live journal. Well, I am really having a hard time to decide if I’ll delete my account or not. Aside from the reason I want to take control of my accounts again, I was thinking, that I’ll open an account with the new me… better me…
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a short thought about me
This keeps on happening. I always lose my concentration towards work. I am always distracted. This can’t keep on happening to me, because my work will keep on getting delayed from its deadline. I am being irresponsible… And I hate that… The worst part, those people who have trusted me, I am letting them done.
I need to do something about this.
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Awake
Monday.
August 2, 2010.
05:48 PM.
Earlier, I stop from my work and happened to cross my earlier blogs. I seemed so lost and confused. I once again remember those times… those times I felt hopeless about achieving those dreams that seems so far. But now, I somehow feel - should I say, relieved? Or maybe I should say - I feel good. Because ( Read more... ) -
A Minute with Myself
I am alone now in the office (well, the guard is with me). I didn’t finish my work, because I knew that whatever I do today, it won’t be finished by tomorrow. Maybe I could finish it, but still, I don’t think it is right to submit it without testing it, there might be bugs in it. Somehow, it is regretful, because it is a program that I could be ( Read more... ) -
Stupid Watching of Sunset
Oh~ Sunset is coming… It was almost a year ago, yet, I couldn’t forget what happened last time I watched sunset.
One afternoon, I am having a tough day, after I got home I proceed to veranda. I just find myself staring blankly at the sun, until I felt someone looking at me. Just imagine my surprise to see my neighbor, my love from my favorite boy ( Read more... ) -
Travelling(1)
What?! It’s Friday already? Sure the time passes quicker than I thought.
Uh-oh… where am I? I don’t think this is the right place. Jeez, I think I have taken the wrong path. Tsk tsk tsk… Guess I am easily persuaded by the beautiful views and I forgot to have my map. I need to go back and find the right place. What ( Read more... ) -
Lost
I am lost… really lost… I don’t know what to do. I don’t know what to decide. I keep on praying for answers, but the signs becoming complicated.
Well, I should admit everything, and should be true to be myself, right?
I admit that I am having a hard time in my work. It is not that I hate my job, it is just that it is not what I ( Read more... )