Lost
I am lost… really lost… I don’t know what to do. I don’t know what to decide. I keep on praying for answers, but the signs becoming complicated.
Well, I should admit everything, and should be true to be myself, right?
I admit that I am having a hard time in my work. It is not that I hate my job, it is just that it is not what I want. I know I shouldn’t be whining about the blessings I have, because few people are given with blessing like mine but I am thankful, I really am. It’s just I realize, this won’t work.
What I mean is, I always wish for an opportunity to come to me to have my wish come true, but then again, what I have been doing? I was just wishing about it, but not actually making move on it. And I am willing to make move NOW. But the thing is, the hardest thing to admit is, I am scared. I am inside this circle, the safe side, where there are good opportunities will come, and I am scared to leave that circle, scared that I might not have an opportunity like this again.
But if I am always on the safe circle, how would I learn. I should take risks. It must sound foolish, but, like what they say, it is better to be a happy fool than empty wise.
Lord, guide me.