Jesus

jay clifford's songs make me want to be in love ( Read more... )

i've started trying to become a better decision maker.  this week i did something big that hurt a lot but needed to be done... atleast for now

i'm getting really really anxious to move into my new place in birmingham.  2 more weeks!

living poor is so freeing and relaxing... because we can afford it

every couple of months my idea on what kind of life i want changes almost 100%.  one day i want to live in a huge city... the next i want to live in a little hut on the beach in south america.  one day i'm really motivated and want to do really good in school... the next i have zero motivation and wish i wasn't in school.  one day i want this job ( Read more... )

while in mexico at first i saw the beggers as just being lazy or hustlers.  it took me a while to realize that not every country is like america where we have equal employment opportunities and welfare systems.  it makes me angry to think that people go out and spend tons of money on a lake house that they can go to on the weekends when they can ( Read more... )

random memory:we ARE
CR (coral ridge)
and we hit the ball as far as we can
oh man
i wouldn't wanna be a
OP'a (oakland park)
so i guess i'll see ya
next year
you run around the bases like a queer
you don't wanna face us
cause we're bass'as (a word we made up for people who listened to music with a lot of bass)
the score keeper

is a mother beeper

the last year i ( Read more... )

too much doubt and discouragement about my life from others.  everyone encourages me in the things i hate because they'll "get me a good job" and are complete downers on me just wanting to be happy and do what i want to do or have interests for.  MAYBE i'm not going to live a normal life... is that wrong?  because i think it's a blessing.  and i'm ( Read more... )

You ride on wings of wind; you are beginning and the end
Mountains melting in Your flame, Creation pulsing out Your name
You are forever, You are forever
Your glory endures forever;   Your beauty outshines the heavens
And we will declare Your wonders, your splendor, your majesty
Earth rotating in your hand, Galaxies in your command
You make and sustain ( Read more... )

looks like the parents are moving to arizona soon