You people will not hear from me for over a week dont worry I am ok just a few technical itchs. My boys are at their mothers until Friday I miss them they are always in my heart and mind. Lauren is ok she went to Blackpool on Saturday. I looked at her last night shes no longer a little girl now she changeing into a young beautiful woman. I am so ( Read more... )

Not a bad day yesterday the healing is going well I think. All the kids are well and fine all at school they have finaly twisted my arm up my back to get Broad Band in our home for them I wanted it to so I can let off steam by putting more comments in Lj its nice to have so many freinds in different countries. One thing I seem to have found is that ( Read more... )

Another day another dollar quick entry today Ange has set new tasks for me this wek for my healing process this is them Meditate for 10 mins a day no set time. The plants I took buds from I have to do certain tasks from them after thanking them the Daffodil remind me of the warm days ahead, one of the first spring flowers to appear, memories of ( Read more... )

Had a good weekend this wekend lovely curry on Saturday night. Brett my youngest found a nuber of frogs mating wont say what he said they where doing I leave that to your imagination the little sod LOL. No he has not heard the phrase from me it will the kids he plays with they pick up all sorts dont they. Both Boys have to go to its on Friday night ( Read more... )

Good Karma sent to Gooddreaminggurl fist. Last bud picked for my tasks today an Elm bud. I feel at peace with myself today hope it lasts today. Meditated when chance has arose its hard with three young ones running around at home. I feel at times Im on the right Path and then seem to loose my way never mind theres folks to put me on that path ( Read more... )

Today for my fourth bud it is Rhubarb only one more to go of this charm tomorrow its definetly going to be from a tree a Yew tree I have in mind. Had a quiet pint after work last night bymyself. Bumped into Laurens Freinds mum she is in a similar situation has I was just over 12 months ago. The problem is her husband is my freind but I can not ( Read more... )

A lot better today my statement to the thing we call courts is ready to be droped off. Its gonna upset a few individuals but I no longer care its intended to offend and condemn them. I make no appologies to the evil ones whos only goal in life is to fuck others up. Startedc reading about Tarot Cards for those learning to read if any one else reads ( Read more... )

Feeling a lot better today after the weekend. Cant think of much to say brain not functioning at the moment correctly. Will try tomorrow. I have promised a very good freinds I want to change for the better this I owe my kids. One day my kids will be able to say see that man there to their freinds he fed clothed and brought me up I am so proud hes ( Read more... )

Hi Guys feeling a bit better today. Weekend started shit got better has it progressed say no more. I think I should have a party why you may say my ex let the boys have a bath. Fucking hell she must of won the lottery with out telling me. Her uncle told me that on Christmas eve when she brought the boys back she was in tears for the following ( Read more... )

Just recieved this morning another load of shit from the exs Solicitor. Again the story has changed what a lying fucking piece of shit my ex is. Again accusations of me not looking after my kids the youngest ones saying their scruffy that lazy bitch cant even be bothered to bath them whe they have to go see her at her shit hole. Both ny boys say ( Read more... )