Starting to feel like I have a better handle on things. Life seems pretty good atm. Slowly but surely I am becoming a better person. Finally found a girl who treats me the way I want to be treated. So that's pretty sweet. She is wonderful.

So I've been very anxious but extremely happy. Weird combo.

So fucking tired! Ugh i hate that i have insomnia.

Going to hang with Jeremy tonight....should be fun.

Man today I got injured at work. A patient went to hit me in the face so I blocked with my hand. Patient ended up bending my thumb backwards and spraining it. Kinda pissed off. I didn't want to get injured and now I'm using up my PTO. Oh well. Guess I'm starting vacation early. So at least that's nice. I hope to have a good time tonight ( Read more... )

I've been having a few good days in a row. I feel like its the calm before the storm. I just wish I knew what was going to go wrong next. Maybe things will keep getting better.

ugh aggravated.....

Why am I always freaking out about getting fired? WHY AM I SO CRAZY? Ugh. I just have to remember its not the end of the entire world if I lose my job. I can always get another one.

With all the recent rejection and past failed relationships the only common denominator is me. Makes me wonder if I just haven't met the right woman or that I just suck monstrously. I hope I find someone soon.

How come when I start to feel OK with life something terrible seems to happen? It just seems like its non-stop. Its rather aggravating. Hopefully everything will be OK. I cant go into detail because I want to protect those involved but sufficed to say I'm very upset over it. Luckily, I have been feeling sorta good before this little hiccup so I ( Read more... )