leaving saturday.

there's really only about 5 people that i'm sad about leaving. already got my goodbyes done for two of them.

krystal was the hardest. i'm not only leaving, but she' moving to vegas...so who knows when i'll see her again.
fletch and i had a perfect last hoorah tonight. it was one of the best fletch and amy nights ever :)
dan will be ( Read more... )

i miss my best friend.
i miss my other best friend.
i miss having a roomate that i can actually talk to.
i kinda miss my parents and that safety feeling of being home...even though, whenever i do go home, i'm just counting down until i can leave.
i miss the guy my boyfriend used to be. i don't like this defensive "alcoholic" one that he's turning into.

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i met hoobastank & got a guitar pick & set list. kickass.

i'm ready for summer.

i'm ready for cleveland.

and i've never been more in love in my entire life.

things are good =)

i really hope that your new boyfriend has an ex girlfriend just like you.

that way, she causes you as much grief as you continue to cause me.

i'm tired of you being an issue.

it just makes me feel like i'm not good enough...or that i ever will be.

i'm not going to lie..
i'm pretty stoked to rock it out in cleveland next semester.
the more we look into it and begin to plan it, the more real it becomes and i remember it's actually going to happen.
i'm glad i'm finally doing something for me.

((and i'm so glad you're joining me, leslie...it will be amazing to have a roommate that i can actually ( Read more... )

i had the best week ever with my boy in florida.
between the beach, seaworld, disney world, busch gardens, and some partying..
i couldn't have asked for anything more.
i know now, that we will be okay...no matter what.

speaking of..i got into the school in Cleveland..so it's official, I'll be living in Cleveland in the fall...(hopefully with my best ( Read more... )

i am a happy, happy girl.
and that's all i'm worrying about for the moment.
=)

i hope this weekend will be a blast....and drama-free.
tomorrow with leslie for her 21st...
friday with amanda..(this could be the interesting one)
saturday and sunday with krystal.

i'm beyond excited.
but i still have some things to figure out before next week...

i'm writing my little heart out..
and this is a lot harder then i thought it would be..
i hope this helps us. i don't really see how it can't.
i'll just feel better when it's over and i know what the outcome is.

come on wednesday...

i can't tell if this is going to be a good or bad week.
i don't  want this one thing to determine that, but i know it will.
i just want to get it over with already..

i miss my best friend. a lot.