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i miss my best friend.
i miss my other best friend.
i miss having a roomate that i can actually talk to.
i kinda miss my parents and that safety feeling of being home...even though, whenever i do go home, i'm just counting down until i can leave.
i miss the guy my boyfriend used to be. i don't like this defensive "alcoholic" one that he's turning into.
that "i'm happy" feeling is beginning to fade..and i can't seem to reach far enough to get it back.