Events like New Years Eve and Halloween and other of the sort seem to be a big deal to kids my age. I hadn't any plans on New Years Eve and when it came down to the wire
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I've never felt so completely distraught in my entire life. I broke someone that I really do care deeply about and I've ruined so many things for him. I'm a complete selfish, foolish, moronic person and I've completely ruined his and my mental stability. I need helpe. I need it so bad and I just want to leave here forever.