I need a big fat change in my life. Let's move.

These past three years have been some of the best, but sometimes people fall out of love. I really hate that you're acting like nothing happened. But I also know that's how you deal with things, and I think eventually that'll catch up with you. You're a great person and I'll always love you but right now I can't because I don't love myself. "If you ( Read more... )

I feel like a zombie. I want to feel something, anything. I want to fall back into it..

I just want someone who'll lay in the grass with me no matter how cold is out side or how wet the grass is. I want someone who loves to look at stars as much as I do.

Stuck in a rut. Make this stress go away. I can't please everyone

I'm sick of feeling like I make the people who are constantly around me more angry. I'm sick of my parents yelling at me, I'm sick of crying and being told everyother day to move out. I'm sick of bickering with Chad about stupid things. I just want out of here.

i find it easier if i have to wake up earlyish
and if im crazy tired when i get up,
to set my alarm. get up. set another alarm for twenty minutes
or so later and then get up.
i'm not quite sure why this works for me.

I've been reading twilight these past few days ( Read more... )

incubus is coming!
incubus is coming!
incubus is coming!

These old feelings are comming back. I have crazy dreams. I wish the people I dream about were real. I need to get out of here. This is serious.