Everything is getting to me. I just want out of this place. Chad and I were driving home from Gina's and I was looking at all these trees and roads and houses that I've passed by for the past twenty years and I'm thinking "god this sucks. I'm sick of looking at this shit."
sometimes i hate myself and i hate the way my brain works and how my heart works and how they're opposite of eachother and i just wish i could be in sync with myself for once.
I love getting all my homework done on time and always being overly prepared for classes and getting A's. I hate sitting on my ass studying all day though. I want to go outttt. Really, does anyone know where I can get a job? Me and Chad are going to go rock climbing.