life is just one big fucking wasting of time, fuck it. it doesnt get any better but it can always get worse. never expect the most out of people you care for because in reality they are just putting in the same half ass amount of effort you put in.

Talking on the phone with lindsey about random shit. me ali and lea are all grounded this weekend because of me having people over.rose and paul do not know how to ground me properly seeing as i can still hang out with people just not go out with people..weird.  this week of school has been so long but it was kinda fun.. heard an interesting new ( Read more... )

saturday night.. i sat home doing math homework. alex and me both didnt have rides to eachothers houseses. and since my sweet parents are in like colorado i had no ride anywhere. which is just great that they ruined my fucking weekend. love the rents.

so many things going on. live each day like its your last. just because its not right doesnt mean i cant do it. i think ive stoped caring about right and wrong and started caring about living. living the way i want to, not the way my parents try and tell me to or anyone else for that matter ( Read more... )

rip jeff <3

Had ski club yesterday it was alot of fun it was my first day snowboarding. and i absolutley lovee it. i got up on the big hills and could like go fast and i only fell like twice on that hill in the middle. haha i was so proud of myself even though i was scared outta my mind. yay things are really good right now. alex said something to me ( Read more... )

Wonderful day. haha we had "carrer day" at our school and i watched this presentation on cosmotology... interesting. ate wild berry skiddles.. made my day. mr french got really mad at me today cause he gave me like special permission to take gym a different day. and in gym today hes like wheres klein and someone said i was in the commens and they ( Read more... )

today i felt like complete shit and i still do. like all day i had this stomach ache that would go away for like 15 mins and then come back and when it did come back i couldnt breath and shit. rose is being a real bitch when it comes to eating she like trys to force me to eat when i tell her im not hungrey and that ill eat later she like gets mad ( Read more... )

new years eve was pretty good. had to go out to eat with like my parents and 25 people but i left as soon as my food came. went to my house with ali and got dressed in like 5 mins and left to monicas. their were a bunch of sloppy drunk people there. quite entertaining. monica im sorry you got caught love it will be okay. then we went to leas with ( Read more... )

as much as the comments in my last entry were hurtful i know that whoever signed those were not one of my friends. because non of them would ever do that.if people wanted to be popular they wouldnt be friends with me so its apparent thats not why they are my friends. they are my friends because they are the single most greatest people i know and ( Read more... )