time to start
as much as the comments in my last entry were hurtful i know that whoever signed those were not one of my friends. because non of them would ever do that.if people wanted to be popular they wouldnt be friends with me so its apparent thats not why they are my friends. they are my friends because they are the single most greatest people i know and have ever met. ive never met people who care so much about me. they are my real family. its them i cant go a day without seeing. and whatever people think of me they can think. everyone can have an oppinion of me no matter how fucked up and far off they are. ive never been used before ive never done anything horrible with a guy. i dont do fucked up things. but go ahead and think it cause the world will never rid of shady bitches.
now for some things.this winter break has deffntly been interesting and tomorrow is new years eve. cant wait. i better have a fun night. things with alex are going really good i think now.we didnt talk for awhile and then we started to again and i dono if he realized what i did but i knew i missed him. and i dont have to be anything with him then just be with him. cause when im with him nothing really matters im happy and i like it that way.
my parents think their gonna start cracking down on me or something. but we all know that wont happen. my dad went physco on me the other day and told me he was this far away from throwing me into the fucking wall. what a kind man pounding paul is. rose has been alittle bitch latly too dono what her problem is.
i dyed my hair black today it looks cute i think but not that different. jenn agulia did it for mee. thank youu <333. lea ali martha jenna and monica came over tonight. it was fun but like the night was boring. talked to alex on the phone for alittle bit.weird conversations.ate a half a cartoon of ice cream, pizza combos, and an uncrustable.i feel so like fat right now. listening to random songs with andrew.i think im gonna go to bed though.
Don't you feed me lines about some idealistic future
Your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures
<333 Emm
now for some things.this winter break has deffntly been interesting and tomorrow is new years eve. cant wait. i better have a fun night. things with alex are going really good i think now.we didnt talk for awhile and then we started to again and i dono if he realized what i did but i knew i missed him. and i dont have to be anything with him then just be with him. cause when im with him nothing really matters im happy and i like it that way.
my parents think their gonna start cracking down on me or something. but we all know that wont happen. my dad went physco on me the other day and told me he was this far away from throwing me into the fucking wall. what a kind man pounding paul is. rose has been alittle bitch latly too dono what her problem is.
i dyed my hair black today it looks cute i think but not that different. jenn agulia did it for mee. thank youu <333. lea ali martha jenna and monica came over tonight. it was fun but like the night was boring. talked to alex on the phone for alittle bit.weird conversations.ate a half a cartoon of ice cream, pizza combos, and an uncrustable.i feel so like fat right now. listening to random songs with andrew.i think im gonna go to bed though.
Don't you feed me lines about some idealistic future
Your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures
<333 Emm