Today really sucked. This morning I broke my glasses and had to go through out the day blind because I couldn't find any older pairs. Herr Fertig was nice enough to loan me his even though they were a bit weak for me. The rest of the day went find until band. We have this new song and I was doing pretty damn good at for a first read through and ( Read more... )

God damnit alkl to hell. I borke my glasses last night and i havnt told my mother yet because i know she is going to flip....I left them on the bed so she can find them and not be so angry that my room wasnt so clean when i left for school (rolls eyes, she needs to get over her cleanlines add issues.) Besides that it has beeen an interesting day so ( Read more... )

So yeah, righ tnow im sitting in the computer lab of the libary which for some odd reason does not have air conditioning....I am suppposed to be writting my script for a puppet show for television production and have given up my failed attempts of sparking up intelligent conversation with mr. smith. he must think i hate him or something because ia ( Read more... )

Am I a hypocrite? A question that has gone blazing through my mind every single day for the past three years. Hypocrite...what does that mean? Someone who says one thing and does another? Or someone that judges people about things themselves have commited, in one sense or another ( Read more... )

Ok well...the day went pretty well...I was pretyt much bummin the day through...not even the puppet videos could cheer me up. I went to work...mark called...I though ..."oh no...i hvae a stalker..." but it was weird none the less...he wanted me to come and hang out with him...but im fiding that situation hard because i dont know what his intentions ( Read more... )

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Well let me beginat the end of my day. For some odd reason Mark showed up 10 minutes late to choir. I was exited to see him, but did not realy know why. I mean sure hes gay and sure hes attractive, but I know I'm just not ready for a relationship right now. Its one of the god given twists in life when youve been asking for seomthing for long and ( Read more... )

In the past couple of days, I’ve come to learn that being out isn’t making sure everyone knows I am gay. Not for me, anyway. To me, being out is not denying myself to, or hiding myself from, anyone. If someone is interested in me and wants to get to know me, I will give them who I am. Being out is being secure enough and comfortable enough with ( Read more... )

School was pretty cool. Miranda ended up picking me up like three minutes early as I was sitting out there 15 minutes early. I guess we were both exited in a way to just get there. So much in fact that we ended up being 20 minutes early sittingi n the parking lot until I couldnt hold myself anymore and had to go to the bathroom. (bad stomach pains ( Read more... )

Right now it is 6:01 A.M. and I am feeling quite optimistic about today and the rest of the school year. Despite the dictatorship that has become our school district I am not going to let that bother me. I feel, now, that I will do what I think is right and what I want to do. I mean even though I might not have the "determination" they would like ( Read more... )