so much has happened since my last entriy and finally i have good news. well i joined the navy i've been out of boot camp for 2 weeks now and im going to school i leave illinois in 2 weeks for hawaii yay!! i got the coolest job im basicly a tour guide for pearl harbor. well thats all for now im going to try and up date more like i always say ( Read more... )

time has become a deep dark tunnel that leads to nothing but a black abyss. my life has been a black hole and i can't keep feeding my horrid fate. how does life supply so much wrong into a persons life? i don't see the point of living without a future the idea of a happy outcome is inscrutable. my indigence left me to grow up in a cold world i've ( Read more... )

MY DAD WRITING ME OFF!
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I'm tired of everything of my very existence. I'm lost i can't do anything right. I'm at a time when i wish i had something or someone to believe in. Its so much easier to believe then to live your life thinking that there is nothing to come after death. If there was some greater power why can't we stop horrible things like poverty,world hunger,and ( Read more... )

i like bright eyes......hooray!

i have officially been a vegetarian for 3 weeks! some might say that is not a long time but i grew up on cheese burgers! i love not eating meat. meat has always grossed me out i could never eat it if it was on the bone ewww. i love animals i don't care if they have a small brain or not they still had a mind and now your eating there flesh. yea ( Read more... )

life has been crazy im hoping to get emancipated soon. i can't say alot of whats been happenin cause as some might know im on the run. i just want out of the system. stupid social workers and lawyers i shouldn't have to deal with all those people.

im starving theres nothing to eat except olives and baking soda damn! well ne wayz im might be moving can't really say where but i hope really far away! i hate california no offense anyone its just crap to me. you have to be rich to live happily. well don't want to get on that subject. i've got to go find some food!

peace out

i am so bored so everyone one hows life? my is ok i have been visiting my little brother for the past week and its so awsome! christmas this year is so wierd it doesn't even feel like christmas. i wish i could have gotten more gifts for people but i'm broke! well theres just not much to say! peace out! merry christmas!          
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Hey everyone life is great I hope it lasts awhile! Iam going to sanfransisco I can't wait. I get to go shopping yah!well that's all for now.