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MY DAD WRITING ME OFF!
Dearest Sarah,
I wish I could change the past but I cannot. The fact is, we don't know each other and I am sorry for that. I wish your mom would have allowed me to be a part of your life. There is not a day that passes that I don't think about you and if you are okay. What hurt me the most from this last contact is that you tried everyone else first before you contacted the one who cares the most. Why? I moved the entire family from Ventura to be here closer to you so that I could get you out of the court system. Dylan and I drove 5 to 6 hours to be here for you during court dates before we moved here and and another 5 or 6 to get home. I gave up many things to help you but I was turned away by you when someone offered something more. I don't want to see you go through what you are now going through but it is your decision. I have been to the streets and back several times. I know what you are feeling. Maybe not all the time you feel that way but when you see a family, a father, a mother, and their children, do you ever wish that it could be you? I did. I am sorry, but I must realize that YOU are making this decision. By not turning yourself in you have chosen the life of the streets. I could not believe that you would quite simply say "then I'll stay on the streets." Since you have made your decision then I as well have to make a final decision. This decision is based upon your decision to think only of yourself and not what you have put me, Branka, Kaitlynn and Dylan through. From here on out, you are on your own. I can't put it any other way than that. Please do not call us with your stories, with your demands, or whatever else you come up with. Eventually, this will catch up to you. Maybe you'll finally wake up and realize you threw it all away. Your name will no longer be allowed in my home and I have only two children. Kaitlynn and Dylan. Do not call us anymore. And when the world comes crashing down, do not blame anyone but yourself. You brought this upon you. Tomorrow, I will contact Justin and let him know that I no longer want to be contacted regarding you and your life. Goodbye Sarah. I wish you would have figured it out before it came to this but you did not want to. Live your life, do not come here or call here. This is the hardest thing I ever had to do, but enough is enough. You blame everyone else for your running away and for all the problems you have but the fact is you made the decision. You dont even have a basic education but yet you know everything. Well, girl, the ball is in your court. You are in charge. Run your life, you are truly on your own.
Goodbye,
MG
WHAT I HAVE TO SAY BOUT THE MATTER!
matt,
i can't pretend i don't care about what you said i do. its quite funny to read this letter of complete ignorance! you were not my last resort i contacted grandma donna to see if she could get your # and she did. i wanted to be a family. HAHAHA TO LATE FOR THAT SHIT!!!!!!!!! I WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER OFF IF U NEVER EMAILED ME WITH THAT BULLSHIT BECAUSE I GREW UP WITHOUT YOU.
ITS NOT A LOSS WHEN I DON'T GET A CALL FRM YOU! I CAN'T BELEIVE YOUR CALLING ME SELFISH, WHO WAS IT WHO DROPPED ME OFF IN MERCED WHEN I WAS 11 AFTER ONLY LIVING ONLY KNOWING U FOR ABOUT A MONTH. I ONLY GOT ABOUT ONE CALL FRM U UNTIL I TURNED 15 THEN U POPPED UP AND WAS ALL FOR US BEING A FAMILY U MAKE NO SENSE!
I AM VERY GLAD U WERE OUT OF MY LIFE I THINK IM A STRONGER PERSON FRM WHAT I HAVE EXPERIENCED. I AM A VERY INDEPENDENT PERSON AN YES YIPPIE THATS ONE THING YOU KNOW ABOUT ME. I CAN NOT STAND TO BE UNDER SOMEONES CONTROL!I WON'T DO AS JUSTIN WISHES. I WILL BE ON THE STREETS YES BUT IN A SHORT TIME I WILL BE FREE OF THE SYSTEM AN I WILL START MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU! I WILL BECOME A PARAMEDIC AND JUST HOPE U NEVER CROSS MY PATH IN A BAD SITUATION WHEN UR IN PAIN...I WILL SAVE U YES BUT NO DRUGS...HAHAHAHAHAHA. YOU KNOW YOU LIE ALOT AND FRM ARE SHORT TIME TOGETHER I HAVE NOTICED IT! YES DON'T DENY IT. your a loser and i hope you have to live with that forever!!!! YOU WANNA KNOW SOMTHING ELSE I AM STUDYING FOR THE GED I HAVE TWO GED BOOKS IN MY BACK PACK. I WORK ALL THE TIME ON THEM. I HAVE A REAL PASSION FOR SAVING PEOPLE AN I KNOW THAT GETS ME INTO SUM TROUBLE. LIKE IN MERCED WHEN I WENT WITH THOSE GIRLS TO MAKE SURE THEY WERE SAFE THEN TALKED THEM INTO GOING BACK TO HELL (that was hell they hated me for awhile). ANOTHER TIME I HELPED A FRIEND REALIZE DRUGS WAS NOT THE ANSWER! AN SO MANY OTHER THINGS BUT I FORGOT U DON'T LIKE STORIES. SO I MADE AN DECISION AND YOU MADE A DECISION! HAVE A HAPPY LIFE YOU BASTARD LIVE FREE OF ME I WON'T BE A BURDEN ANYMORE! A LITTLE ADVICE NEXT TIME DON'T FUCK YOUR BEST FRIENDS GIRL FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CAUSE YOU CREATED A MONSTER I WILL SOMETIME IN THE FUTURE FIND SOME WAY TO FUCK YOU UP MATTHEW! THATS A PROMISE!!!
Dearest Sarah,
I wish I could change the past but I cannot. The fact is, we don't know each other and I am sorry for that. I wish your mom would have allowed me to be a part of your life. There is not a day that passes that I don't think about you and if you are okay. What hurt me the most from this last contact is that you tried everyone else first before you contacted the one who cares the most. Why? I moved the entire family from Ventura to be here closer to you so that I could get you out of the court system. Dylan and I drove 5 to 6 hours to be here for you during court dates before we moved here and and another 5 or 6 to get home. I gave up many things to help you but I was turned away by you when someone offered something more. I don't want to see you go through what you are now going through but it is your decision. I have been to the streets and back several times. I know what you are feeling. Maybe not all the time you feel that way but when you see a family, a father, a mother, and their children, do you ever wish that it could be you? I did. I am sorry, but I must realize that YOU are making this decision. By not turning yourself in you have chosen the life of the streets. I could not believe that you would quite simply say "then I'll stay on the streets." Since you have made your decision then I as well have to make a final decision. This decision is based upon your decision to think only of yourself and not what you have put me, Branka, Kaitlynn and Dylan through. From here on out, you are on your own. I can't put it any other way than that. Please do not call us with your stories, with your demands, or whatever else you come up with. Eventually, this will catch up to you. Maybe you'll finally wake up and realize you threw it all away. Your name will no longer be allowed in my home and I have only two children. Kaitlynn and Dylan. Do not call us anymore. And when the world comes crashing down, do not blame anyone but yourself. You brought this upon you. Tomorrow, I will contact Justin and let him know that I no longer want to be contacted regarding you and your life. Goodbye Sarah. I wish you would have figured it out before it came to this but you did not want to. Live your life, do not come here or call here. This is the hardest thing I ever had to do, but enough is enough. You blame everyone else for your running away and for all the problems you have but the fact is you made the decision. You dont even have a basic education but yet you know everything. Well, girl, the ball is in your court. You are in charge. Run your life, you are truly on your own.
Goodbye,
MG
WHAT I HAVE TO SAY BOUT THE MATTER!
matt,
i can't pretend i don't care about what you said i do. its quite funny to read this letter of complete ignorance! you were not my last resort i contacted grandma donna to see if she could get your # and she did. i wanted to be a family. HAHAHA TO LATE FOR THAT SHIT!!!!!!!!! I WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER OFF IF U NEVER EMAILED ME WITH THAT BULLSHIT BECAUSE I GREW UP WITHOUT YOU.
ITS NOT A LOSS WHEN I DON'T GET A CALL FRM YOU! I CAN'T BELEIVE YOUR CALLING ME SELFISH, WHO WAS IT WHO DROPPED ME OFF IN MERCED WHEN I WAS 11 AFTER ONLY LIVING ONLY KNOWING U FOR ABOUT A MONTH. I ONLY GOT ABOUT ONE CALL FRM U UNTIL I TURNED 15 THEN U POPPED UP AND WAS ALL FOR US BEING A FAMILY U MAKE NO SENSE!
I AM VERY GLAD U WERE OUT OF MY LIFE I THINK IM A STRONGER PERSON FRM WHAT I HAVE EXPERIENCED. I AM A VERY INDEPENDENT PERSON AN YES YIPPIE THATS ONE THING YOU KNOW ABOUT ME. I CAN NOT STAND TO BE UNDER SOMEONES CONTROL!I WON'T DO AS JUSTIN WISHES. I WILL BE ON THE STREETS YES BUT IN A SHORT TIME I WILL BE FREE OF THE SYSTEM AN I WILL START MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU! I WILL BECOME A PARAMEDIC AND JUST HOPE U NEVER CROSS MY PATH IN A BAD SITUATION WHEN UR IN PAIN...I WILL SAVE U YES BUT NO DRUGS...HAHAHAHAHAHA. YOU KNOW YOU LIE ALOT AND FRM ARE SHORT TIME TOGETHER I HAVE NOTICED IT! YES DON'T DENY IT. your a loser and i hope you have to live with that forever!!!! YOU WANNA KNOW SOMTHING ELSE I AM STUDYING FOR THE GED I HAVE TWO GED BOOKS IN MY BACK PACK. I WORK ALL THE TIME ON THEM. I HAVE A REAL PASSION FOR SAVING PEOPLE AN I KNOW THAT GETS ME INTO SUM TROUBLE. LIKE IN MERCED WHEN I WENT WITH THOSE GIRLS TO MAKE SURE THEY WERE SAFE THEN TALKED THEM INTO GOING BACK TO HELL (that was hell they hated me for awhile). ANOTHER TIME I HELPED A FRIEND REALIZE DRUGS WAS NOT THE ANSWER! AN SO MANY OTHER THINGS BUT I FORGOT U DON'T LIKE STORIES. SO I MADE AN DECISION AND YOU MADE A DECISION! HAVE A HAPPY LIFE YOU BASTARD LIVE FREE OF ME I WON'T BE A BURDEN ANYMORE! A LITTLE ADVICE NEXT TIME DON'T FUCK YOUR BEST FRIENDS GIRL FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CAUSE YOU CREATED A MONSTER I WILL SOMETIME IN THE FUTURE FIND SOME WAY TO FUCK YOU UP MATTHEW! THATS A PROMISE!!!