Ok, so I just got news on Monday that I am accepted and on my way to going to Costa Rica for Spring 2007!!!! Oh my gosh I still can't believe it, ya know? 6 months in the beautiful culture of Puntarenas, Costa Rica, maybe I will run into my own "rico suave" I am going to learn how to scuba dive before I go, so when my parents come to see me, we ( Read more... )

OK, real quck I made a typo, I meant to say, "eightth week" not second week, excuse my stupidity

school is officially half way through, this is our second week, and it always amazes me how times sure does fly by! Jas and I are going to San Diego for my friend Mike's wedding. I am really lookinforward to this weekend, cuz I finally get to see my lil bro, and I haven't seen him for 6months and I miss that lil shit! Usually when I write in my ( Read more... )

ughhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! Drunk, tired, horny, annoyed, confused, tired, and drunk. Did I miss anything?

It is done. Truly, and 100% done, and I am shaking all over. There is this sinking feeling to quickly take it back, but I know that it was supposed to be over with a long time ago, I just couldn't bring myself to do it. Today was truly the BEST day that Jason and I have ever had. I realized last night that we couldn't grow in our relationship ( Read more... )

I am so fucked up, and it sucks, and I keep thinking that it will go away but it doesn't

My good friend Nick passed away last thursday, and it sucks bad. It doesn't quiet seem real because we all just saw him a little over a month ago. This is the second death that I have experienced in the span of less than two months, and it hurts. I went with Ashley and Heather to his parents' house today, and to see his father just break down ( Read more... )

ok quick note, I just read some pass entries, and am glad that I did because it helps to bring me back to center and to not get caught up in irrationality. I forget at times why I did things and why things are not meant to be. I am appreciative of how wonderufl Jason treats me, and how much he loves me for me. It is important to be reminded of ( Read more... )

school starts on monday, not to nervous at this time but wait until monday...being poor and spending money when you don't really have it sucks ( Read more... )

this is an email that jason just sent me ( Read more... )