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My good friend Nick passed away last thursday, and it sucks bad. It doesn't quiet seem real because we all just saw him a little over a month ago. This is the second death that I have experienced in the span of less than two months, and it hurts. I went with Ashley and Heather to his parents' house today, and to see his father just break down literally as soon as we walked through the door, I felt so numb, and surreal. I am so thankful that he turned into the person that he did, and said what he did before his life ended. Everyone knew that we hated each other, then after I left for Florida he called and said he wanted to make amends and start over. He touched my heart when he came over to my apartment that one night and told me to my face how much he valued and appreciatef our friendship and how that he regreted treating me the way that he did. How humble, and odd but how wonderful that we were able to talk and become close before he would hav eto leave. So many people regret not saying goodbye, or "i love yous", but he did get to say it, and so did I so, there is no regret there, just deep saddness that such a kind thoughtful person had to leave. Gosh looking at his pictures, and seeing his parents was just odd, still can't fully believe it yet. So, here's to you Nick...we ALL loved you so much, and through every thing, good or bad we all still remained friends and I will NEVER forget you or those words that you shared with me each time. Thank you for reaching out your hand so that we would stay connected. You are missed and I know that I (all of us) will think about you everyday of our lives.
Nick robert Wilde
Rest in Peace
Nick robert Wilde
Rest in Peace