i've been removed from a journal that belongs to someone truly amazing. i'm going to miss reading her entries and more than that hearing her voice. i'm sorry she has decided to blot me utterly, but i understand her choice to do so.

have you noticed how there are no new vin diesal movies ( Read more... )

during the last few minutes of my shift i was sitting alone in my office listening to a barenakedladies song on the radio ( Read more... )

I feel as though someone has died or I have just finished living a dozen lifetimes. I feel so tired, so out of energy, so lost, so dazed, so confused ( Read more... )

I'm such an idiot. I can't do anything right and I've very much messed all this up. Now on such a scale I am even surprised by my ability to fuck up, and honestly that is quite a statement indeed.

I am so sorry.

I woke to the feeling of evil in the atmosphere. I could sense it. Something unmistakably vile was taking place, something horrid beyond all reasoning was in the area, something virtually unspeakable that could make the worst evils of humanity pale in its presence ( Read more... )

We’re already dead ( Read more... )

Today I ( Read more... )

i got the job.

so much is wrapped up in the next few hours.

last night i thought i was having a heart attack, of course i calmed down and realized i was having my first panic attack in years. seriously, i was like 23/24 last time i had one of those...