everything i do, i do to keep from thinking of you, because i know you won't undo your decisions. so don't think i'm heartless and don't presume it's easy for me, because it's not. if what you said to me didn't hurt so much, maybe things would be different. i probably shouldn't even be saying anything here, and I might delete my comment. i just don't like you thinking i'm doing so much better because you left me. it's not true. i'm just maintaining.
I agree with edgar_warhol...after people break-up, they almost always end up doing everything they didn't do in the relationship simply because they are free of the restrictions of having to think for two and to keep themselves busy
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I've spent days thinking about what you've said. I even went to call Joanna but my schedule is so messed up she's asleep when I can talk to her. Right now we're laying hard wood at the house and there is no time at all for anything, even a phone call.
I don't know what to do as I know my trying to mend things may not work and our distance problem will only show as more complicated and difficult than it ever was before. I know she doesn't want to live here, and for the first time in my life I like it here.
I haven't a clue what to do. I don't even know if talking to her any more will solve anything or only hurt her more.
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I don't know what to do as I know my trying to mend things may not work and our distance problem will only show as more complicated and difficult than it ever was before. I know she doesn't want to live here, and for the first time in my life I like it here.
I haven't a clue what to do. I don't even know if talking to her any more will solve anything or only hurt her more.
Hell, she may have met someone by now.
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