Hahaha...>I thought I'd use LJ for its intended purposes today, to fufill my own self loathing and ego manical banter. So here goes ( Read more... )

*Sigh* So, where do I begin? It seems that I'm utilizing LJ as an emotional barf bag tonight, and I am okay with that ( Read more... )

It's funny how the way I feel inside can be explained with words and concepts, but when it comes to writing it out, the words escape me. I guess that could be what makes a good writer... well, great. The ability to convey their feelings and images with clarity ( Read more... )

I have been sick for I want to say the past week or so. Sinus headache/preassure, coughing and shit like that... but for the past two nights I've had insomnia. I've NEVER had insomnia. Last night and the night before, I couldn't get to sleep till after 5 in the morning. That's such bullshit ( Read more... )

I've had this journal for a while... a few years in fact. I find that over the past few years, I've gone through and deleted most of my posts more than once, swearing off blogging and internet journaling forever... only to come back slowly at first, and then full fledged posting. I can't find a trigger that makes me do this, and I don't have a ( Read more... )

I had something happen this summer to me. It was a rather unfortunate situation that tested the meddle of my relationshp with someone very close. I don't think in the time that I've know this person have we had a rift as big as the one that we had this summer ( Read more... )

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I am a plethora of emotional wreckness today ( Read more... )

I'm sad...and angry with myself for letting myself gain back half of the weight I lost.

Ugh. I swear everything I try to do on this stupid computer today is giving me shit! I can't print because ... of an error connecting to the server, I can't listen to mp3s for the same reason. I can't get my computer to recognize my ipod so I cant get what little music that I have stored on my computer onto my ipod... I'd be suprised if this post ( Read more... )