the moral law within me im trying to figure it out

 i guess i come here in my darkest moments. i have no idea what other people use to deal with those things? i feel like i do not belong to this world. this does not mean i want to kill myself because i think the good outweights the bad. am i a fuckup? i dont trust people who are overtly happy. i dont think its jealousy either ( Read more... )

the future is grim but i have hope. im haunted in my sleep of dreams of the end of the world but im gonna drink beer and laugh if shit goes down

if we do not dream and theorize we might as well be dead dreams are the expansion of the universe

 the only sensible reaction to this gross plateau is to spit on the foundations of civilization. spit on everything that is good and holy.  urinate

fly

 the universe is meanignless it doesnt give a shit about you we only give a shit about it. poltiics, art, science, religion all that shit is worthless they are just disrtactions just love your fellow man everything else is inconsequential because when all men dissappear that stuff will dissapear too so it really doesnt matter. we can destroy and ( Read more... )

when i was a kid i was really fiery and made everybody listen to what i had to say. now, i dont. i dont argue with people. arguing wont budge generally people unless they were meant to hear what you had to say (due to upringing, experience, etcetera)- i think i dont argue anymore about things because i know i am right. if i know i am right i dont ( Read more... )

a college kid snaps in UT, brings an AK 47 and blows his brain out in the library. Meanwhile here at my town a kid who seemed really happy was no more after drinking a handle of vodka with xanax pills. Some kid burns down his workplace after the bosses sacked him. The rest of them are doped into submission with pills, therapies, and explanations ( Read more... )

sometimes i remember i am a human being and that makes me really happy. even when i sometimes dwell in some pretty nasty thoughts i like people. they make me really happy and i will never hate on my own brethen. i dislike it when people say idiotic statements like "all people are stupid," "people are bad," "hell is other people". what a stupid ( Read more... )

men are born for games, nothing more