Sometimes I wonder how I could have been so stupid with the majority of the love affairs in my life. I listened to girl talk about how this guy did this and that to her, and how she gave everything to him, and he took it all and left her behind. I listened to another girl talk about how she slept with the same guy for two months, thinking they ( Read more... )

I love chirstmas!!

I also love you, more than anything. I can feel this getting better and better, I hope i'm with you forever.

I need to go christmas shopping at some point.... ASAP

Happy holidays everyone!!!

     I hate you winter, but I love you Chirstmas season, it makes me feel happy to have what I have.

I have realized that I am quite happy with my friends and who I have chosen to stay in my life..or more like who has chosen to keep me in thier life. it`s all for good reason. I miss some people though, and I wish somethings were different.

I miss ( Read more... )

I could not have imagined spending six months with anyone more amazing....

I love you, babe!

<3  

I am supposed to be doing homework right now, but can't seem to focus at ALL. It's not the idea of homework, as i worked all day yesterday on this crazy project for business thats worth 60% . I just can't read a textbook and expect anything to stick in my head. it's like I learn like a 5 year old. i have to take breaks every half hour ( Read more... )

I want chocolate so badly right now, its actually rediculous.

Cuba was amazing!! Mike and I had so much fun, really made us both realize we care about eachother and can see a real future together. We love eachother. althought I said it to him while I was wasted, I varified and had a really nice talk the day after and I just realized he makes me feel ( Read more... )

Cuba bound on Tuesday at 3 AM

I'm sooo excited, but am getting anxious/nervous!

I hope i made the right choice, this trip will be a make it or break it....
but I'm extremely confident that it will be sooo nice.
It's always better when I'm with him.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!!

It's been 5 months now since mike and i have been together, I have to say it's been nice taking things slow, but now I think its time for things to go to the next level.

I'm wondring if I'm the only one that feels this way, or is he just waiting for me to say it first.....it wouldn't be the first time

Give me something, anything to let me know your ( Read more... )

I'm so frustrated with my boy right now.

I'm frustrated that he doesnt understand the way my family works, how we have many family dinners for birthdays and just because..... He thinks its wierd. and worse, i feel like every time I ask him to a family gathering its a huge chore. I want him to enjoy my family, and I feel like he's not....at all.

What ( Read more... )

This whole not graduating with my friends thing may be alot harder than first anticipated.

I had a mini break down last week during class and then again while i was talking to my parents. I feel like no one understands how shitty this all is for me.

I have been thinkng about my whole life plan and part of that plan was graduating with all my class. ( Read more... )