Nov 11, 2010 15:25
I am supposed to be doing homework right now, but can't seem to focus at ALL. It's not the idea of homework, as i worked all day yesterday on this crazy project for business thats worth 60% . I just can't read a textbook and expect anything to stick in my head. it's like I learn like a 5 year old. i have to take breaks every half hour.
It's wierd, when i went to the tea leaf reader in BC she told me that I can't sit down and study for hours on end, that I need to take a break every half hour to an hour then come back and do a little bit more and so on and so forth. really wierd that she was right, there is no way she would know i need to do that, i didnt even tell her what i was studying, and she guessed that too. I need to get my cards done or go to a tea leaf reader again...maybe they can tell me why i feel so upset about horseback riding, or about how im so upset about being held back in school while my friends go on..... and potentially why I can't let go of these things.
Maybe she can tell me why I cry all the time. I would love to know the reason behind that...... I'm much too overly emotional these days, and it's super annoying,
The only thing I'm sure is that I love Mike. Without a doubt.
I need to tell him my true feelings, he knows them, but i mean, I have not really told him how much a appreciate him. I think thats my goal this weekend. considering its our 6 month anniversary on monday. :)
thank you livejournal, another great job of helping me procrastinate.... you really are a master!!