life's good. friends are good. it sucks that people have to talk about other people beind their backs though. i wish people could just be up front about things. if you don't like somebody, you should be the one to tell them. they shouldn't have to hear it from anybody else. but you're probably not telling that person to their face because you have ( Read more... )

i really need to go shopping. wearing ripped up jeans and sam's dirty old wife beaters really isn't very attractive. i think i'm going to the global threat show in allston tonight. it's always fun to get tanked and watch the boys punch everyone for a few hours. the ICC is tiny so it should be a good time. andria and i just got through watching the ( Read more... )

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drugs are bad. fun, but bad. you know what's awesome? liars. me and sean just woke up. it's two in the afternoon. i could sleep for days in his bed and pajama pants. i missed the play that i was supposed to go see at some point in the last three weeks. i'm pretty much screwed. i'm sure i'll work my way out of it. i have to bring corey his phone ( Read more... )

so much for the party tonight. which is pretty cool considering my brother is getting the room for everyone and i was supposed to be getting everyone alcohol too. plus, my car was bringing a fair share of people. most people will say it was my own decision not to go but that's hardly true. some other people have made it pretty clear that my ( Read more... )

"come on alyssa. just let me explode his face ( Read more... )

reminder to self: don't date little boys. ever. i swear i'll never date anyone under the age of twenty again. or maybe i should just stop dating people in general because people are fucking insane. maybe it's just me but i could never talk to some people the way they talk to me just out of pure respect for our past. but some people just don't ( Read more... )

tonight is the best i've felt in quite awhile. i'm just always happy. it's becoming absurd at this point. i like everyone around me and the fact that i can sit around a little kids table playing dominos and watching walk the line and drinking flavored water with them. getting tased in the knee caps is no good. this is the first night i've slept in ( Read more... )

i wake up in a different bed practically every morning. i am very okay with this. i drunkenly fell down matt's hill last night and slit my wrist open on a piece of bark. conclusion? i'm awesome. i wish everyone around me was as happy as i am. it's hard to watch good people struggle to keep their head above the shallowest of waters. hey lush, have ( Read more... )

just when i think i forgot why i didn't want to be in a relationship these days, someone always comes along and reminds me just in time ( Read more... )