why do i feel like an asshole?

GET WELL SOON JACKIE and GILLE

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY JULIE ANN GAMBOA!

ok so you are 16 now. isnt it crazy how time passes? i know we arent as close as we once were. but id say we are still friends right? hope you get everything you want not just for you birthday but everyday. you deserve everything.

i was looking back at my yearbook just now. and its amazing how things change. especially since theyve changed so much in what seemed like so little time. its been almost two years. i was reading what _____ wrote. it made me miss so much. i still wonder why we arent together. i dont care who sees this. maybe i do miss her. so what ( Read more... )

thursday was fun. we had a half day though so that was good. we decided to have practice which is always fun. i dont think i mentioned this but our old drummer louie is moving to vegas. we are all going to miss him. so we had to find a new drummer. during practice greg and artie came over and i was playing drums and greg filled in on bass. that was ( Read more... )

ok so my best friend and yes i said best friend... is going through some stuff i guess. i just wanna make this entry for her just to show her that there are people who care. ok so im not taking sides on this just to make that clear. i dont really know the other people involved... all i know is that my friend is a great person. caring, intelligent, ( Read more... )

late night entry for you to enjoy ( Read more... )

ok so this week has been kind of overwhelming. the house is so quiet with my parents and my brother gone. just me my brother my sister in law and my niece now. weird. anyways... we moved the equipment to my house which is where we practice now. umm yesterday was pretty cool. hung out with eric and artie for a while and denise repressedbliss ended up coming over ( Read more... )

i'll be the grapes fermented, bottled and ( Read more... )

"assumptions lead to broken hearts..." <-- credit chris d for writing that lyric. its so true. all i can say is eff that stuff. i just feel stupid because i always take little things and make big deals out of them. like if im interested in someone... and then i see someone else talking to her im just like eff that. or if someone says something nice ( Read more... )