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late night entry for you to enjoy...
if you are tired of me complaining or whatever then dont read this.
lots of things have been going on recently. im just feeling overwhelmed and i dont really know who to go to for help. i bet i dont seem like anythings wrong but whatever im not gonna show it cause i dont want anyone to be like... there he goes again. but hey... here i go again. i havent really told anyone all of how im feeling right now. or all of whats going on. ive basically told my closest friends parts of it but no one knows all. whatever i guess its better that way. i dont really wanna bug anyone with my problems. cause i know everyone has their own and i dont wanna add mine to their list. sorry to anyone who ive talked to last week. i know i was probably really boring. not to be conceited but i think people expect fun from me and like right now im in no position to give anyone that. how can i show someone a good time when im not having one? so sorry to anyone who i let down. right now i just need someone to show me a good time. maybe you owe it to me maybe you dont. sorry if i sound greedy or conceited or b*tchy or whatever. this is my lj and if you dont like it dont read it.
on a lighter note...
thanks to anyone and everyone who did something the past few days that made me laugh or smile or something. i really need that kind of stuff. its weird how im finding out who my friends are yet i dont know who considers me one back. right now im just trying to show all my friends that i care basically. cause i do no matter how cliche it sounds. thanks to the few who have shown it back. anyone who has given me a comment here or on myspace or wherever. or anyone who has replied to a comment i left them. thanks. little things like that really mean a lot to me. maybe not to some of you who get 29876894 comments a day but for me 1 comment is more than enough.
ok so im done complaining for now... tired of me yet?
if you are tired of me complaining or whatever then dont read this.
lots of things have been going on recently. im just feeling overwhelmed and i dont really know who to go to for help. i bet i dont seem like anythings wrong but whatever im not gonna show it cause i dont want anyone to be like... there he goes again. but hey... here i go again. i havent really told anyone all of how im feeling right now. or all of whats going on. ive basically told my closest friends parts of it but no one knows all. whatever i guess its better that way. i dont really wanna bug anyone with my problems. cause i know everyone has their own and i dont wanna add mine to their list. sorry to anyone who ive talked to last week. i know i was probably really boring. not to be conceited but i think people expect fun from me and like right now im in no position to give anyone that. how can i show someone a good time when im not having one? so sorry to anyone who i let down. right now i just need someone to show me a good time. maybe you owe it to me maybe you dont. sorry if i sound greedy or conceited or b*tchy or whatever. this is my lj and if you dont like it dont read it.
on a lighter note...
thanks to anyone and everyone who did something the past few days that made me laugh or smile or something. i really need that kind of stuff. its weird how im finding out who my friends are yet i dont know who considers me one back. right now im just trying to show all my friends that i care basically. cause i do no matter how cliche it sounds. thanks to the few who have shown it back. anyone who has given me a comment here or on myspace or wherever. or anyone who has replied to a comment i left them. thanks. little things like that really mean a lot to me. maybe not to some of you who get 29876894 comments a day but for me 1 comment is more than enough.
ok so im done complaining for now... tired of me yet?