the computer is finally fixed....
and now i only have to worry about the wedding. yeah. only eight weeks to go. wow. eight weeks and i still dont have my dress or a caterer or a dj or anything really. yeah me ... im the best procrastinator ever

my compUtER IS VERY SICK>>> I CAN ONLY WRITE IN CAPITOLS >>> AND I CANT USE CERTAIN LETTERS OF THE ALPHABET>>>> AND LOTS OF OThER THINGS I CANT Do>>> I CANT READ >Y E>AIL>>. HAVE YOu GUESSED YET THE LETTER i CANT USE<<

Favorite season ... definately fall. ok well maybe fall as it rolls into winter. I definately cant wait. Right now its raining. The sound of the wind howling outside of my window is so creepy. but nothing beats the soothing patter of rain. Today i apply for school. Come jan i may be well on my way to the stage. THat is very exciting for me. i had ( Read more... )

i felt the breath of God on sunday. well ive felt it before i suppose. the sunday before. its like fire. a burning sensation in my face. a tingling. i wanted to laugh and cry all at the same time. i haven't felt that for a long time. since i was in winter camp my junior or sophomore yr. wow. the first time i thought it was just me. not that anybody ( Read more... )

the only reason i even started one of these stupid things is to talk to my woman. to keep in touch with my jessicaca. but my caca is being a big boob. she wont call, she wont write, she wont answer her phone. i can only sit around worried like a mother should be... only im not her mother. i am or at least was her woman. does she have another woman ( Read more... )

california, my home state. mama im coming home. well for ten days anyway. i cant wait. i want to show off my baby. her beautiful eyes and heart-warming smile. they are a testament to the beauty of her parents soul. we must have done something right because she is the most perfect mistake we ever made. even though she did just slap me in the face ( Read more... )

i am a mommy. 21 yrs old and not able to drink. not that i really want to get drunk or anything, but the occasional margarita or sex on the beach wouldnt be so bad. i guess its worth it though. no.. i know its worth it. there is no joy greater than this and you really dont know until you get there. all the words in the world cant describe it ( Read more... )