i feel like i've been at ithaca for 2 years, not 2 weeks.
i think it was meant for me to be here.

the past few days have been somewhat surreal. saying goodbye to all my friends over the course of 4 days is hardly something i was prepared for. even though all summer i knew it would happen, now that it's time i find myself suprised and overwhelmed. i'm glad i got to spend time with all the people close to me a few times before i left. i feel like ( Read more... )

new home, new friends, new schoolwork, new surroundings, new sheets and pillowcases, new laptop, new clothes, new outlook on life, new place in the world, new start to finally be who i am, new challenges, new crisises ( Read more... )

9 days ( Read more... )

i've heard a million love songs and i've written a few myself but i've never fully undertood them until last night, or should i say this morning.
and it's amazing.

(12 days)

missing someone is like a dull pain that won't go away
i don't wanna be away from for more than.... at all
this is getting slightly ridiculous

i keep thinking, wow, life doesn't get much better than this.
.....but then it does.
this has happened about 10 times in the last week and a half and each time i am more suprised than the last. it's pretty incredible.

please, be kind, don't drop the rock on me
don't go outside
and discover that you miss being free
cause if you did
you'd be dropping the rock on me

finally hung out with my biff last night ( Read more... )

i'm so sick of getting fucked by my job ( Read more... )