Aug 26, 2006 08:05
the past few days have been somewhat surreal. saying goodbye to all my friends over the course of 4 days is hardly something i was prepared for. even though all summer i knew it would happen, now that it's time i find myself suprised and overwhelmed. i'm glad i got to spend time with all the people close to me a few times before i left. i feel like everyday this week we kept saying "tonights the last girls night ever!" and would end up having one the next night too. and i feel like i have so much to do but as i look around my room it's noticably more empty and i can count the bullets on my to-do list with one hand. it all seemed so huge and impossible to finish... the feeling like i'm forgetting something important is still there but i'm pretty sure i'll be fine.
i just can't believe this is the second to last night i'll be sleeping in the bed thats been mine since sixth grade.