I need to be more assertive and not give into what others want or need from me but what i need from me an for myself.. One thing I've never been very good at in my life and it's Time I start I always have put everyone else first.. It's kinda time I say fuck it it's about me and my needs and do what's best for myself! Sorry y'all but srsly fuck it! ( Read more... )

im done with having friends its just drama an bullshit an people talking with out a clue.. i would rather just be alone..wait i am anyways.. an it is better.

I want to be a good woman ( Read more... )

If I was the sun way up there ( Read more... )

when is enough.. enough?! U KNOW?

i hate not having any one to hang out with.. i guess its my fault.. but i wish i had a friend.. that can talk .. i have willow.. but he only stares.. and wants to laze around... it would be nice to have a real conversation with a humane being.. not just how are u good .... pause.. awkward silence.... sooo....i want substance.. it seems like not a ( Read more... )

so i have a question to those out there that use a mac i got a new one for christmas and i was curious about what program do you use to download music?.. besides itunes.. and mostly a free program were i can get pretty good stuff.. not like limewire .. but something better?? does anyone know?..
thanks!!! :)

YAY!! i have the internet back!! and its free is always good!!! and its really great to have contact with the rest of the world again.. right at my little finger tips!! oh and i have a new cell phone for those who want it or dont have it its 3605361216.

i havent given an update in sometime... christmas was good got a new laptop.. i luv my mom!! i miss alot of u sooo much call me i would like catch up.. i want my friends to be in my life more.. sam russ bradley natalie eric everyone.. .. i am lonesome for u all 6492249 luv al

pie crust is soo hard to make.. i hope it turns out ( Read more... )