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I need to be more assertive and not give into what others want or need from me but what i need from me an for myself.. One thing I've never been very good at in my life and it's Time I start I always have put everyone else first.. It's kinda time I say fuck it it's about me and my needs and do what's best for myself! Sorry y'all but srsly fuck it! It's been way over do! I hate how it comes down to this but I don't expect ne one to understand or support me in this but I'm surrounded by selfish people an I feel it's my turn to be selfish. So I can do better in my life noones going to help me an those I have helped just take an don't ever return the favor.. It has to b full circle an I do alot of giving and not alot of receiving not that I expect ne thing but u all have tapped my resources and I have non left for myself .. So it's about time.n if this effects ne of u then maybe it has something to do w u or maybe u understand who knows? But I need more lifters not downers an takers.