the world has turned

and left me here

I got a new tattoo
a sparrow carrying a banner with my beautiful sons name in it
it's my favorite tattoo so far

paradice lost tattoo in kutztown pa is awesome

nobody thought that i could leave him

i didn't think i could leave him

BUT I DID

I WILL NOT BE CHEATED ON
personally, I don not think i'm ugly enough to be cheated on (and honestly, that attitude is prolly what got me it)

SO CONCIETED
but hey, I'm not even fat anymore

If i had known that in Febuary 2005 I would have been pried away from the love love of my life ( Read more... )

SO
dan calls me 10 million times last night
he looooves me and miiiissses me soooooo much
and then he decides to go hang out with his friend....
while i'm solo parenting and not having the easiest time
and when i call him on it

i get the
"don't fuckin' start with me"

SOMEBODY TRANSLATE!
am I in the wrong?

Well, I got my ass kicked out of my in laws house ( Read more... )

ahhh ( Read more... )

The only good thing in my life
is this beautiful baby boy
who is learning how to get attention by screaming
who will only eat his peas if they are "flown" into his mouth
and who wants nothing more than to tear out every hair on my head
and it is perfect

I really can't even tell you what I want to tell you because I'm being monitered

I say it like it is.

Irene Hendron is living out her (our) dream in San Fransisco
Sarah Mispagel is working a fun job and seems to have a nice boyfriend
I watch Laguna Beach and feel this ultimate pang of home sickness and regret

i guess you could piece it together.

he is evil and shady