So I hardly ever use this thing anymore.  But this service portfolio is raping me. Like literally. Its so hard. and its so retarded that it is worth so much of our..future (?). I mean, I don't pass, I don't graduate. fucking gay if you ask me. My life is not based on how well I present the service I do to others. but whatever.

I don't have a date ( Read more... )

Okay. So I'm just gonna throw this out there, but I absolutely cannot stand when people say shit about the troops and the situation going on in Iraq. Like honestly, today someone had the nerve to say that we are doing absolutely nothing to help the situation in Iraq. And then they were talking about how it is a waste to even be over there because ( Read more... )

so i basically never use this thing anymore. no one really ever read it anyways. But here we go anyways.

I am so sick of high school. I cannot wait for this year to be over. Honestly, I thought senior year would be a wholllle lot better.. so far its just been filled with drama, and no matter how much i try to stay out of it I always end up getting ( Read more... )

Monday night was the Tim McGraw concert.  Me and Leah met these three kids from Plymouth while we were there, named Zack, Jake and Johnny.  So we just chilled with them all night.  But wow, Tim McGraw is absolutely amazing.  I can’t even express how amazing the concert was.  Especially when he sang red rag top and something like that.  Those two ( Read more... )

Why can't i stop thinking about this boy? Like honestly, it's not even like I know him all that well, but he occupies my mind like no other.  And like it's rediciulous, I hate thinking about one person this much.  Especially under these certain circumstances.  I can't keep thinking about him, or else it will just eventually drive me wild.  Like I ( Read more... )

nicks leaving for college tomorrow and i didn't even get to say goodbye to my buddy.  I'm gonna miss that kid pretty hardcore.  And some of my laconia friends are leaving for school this weekend.  But at least I'll get to see them when I go to visit Jess after field hockey season.

And we laugh till we cry
Always so hard to say goodbye 
And we all ( Read more... )

"vote or die.. what does that mean anyways ( Read more... )

nothing much has really been happening.  I hung out with hope one night and we drove up to Alton to see Dave, whom I haven't seen since I was in eighth grade.  And goddamn, he is absolutely gorgeous.  Like please, try to be a little better looking.  Nope. I don't think that is possible.  I also got to see Dave from the cruise.  Him and his friend ( Read more... )

so last night was pretty sweet. i hung out with nicole at her house for a bit and we just talked and shit.  It was chill, cause she is such an easy person to talk to, and she's not biased at all, because she doesn't know any brady kids so she can't side with anyyyone.Then I came home and got ready, and let me tell you I looked hoooot.  Cause Nicole ( Read more... )

so field hockey camp is over as of today. and i am not even going to lie, i am so incredibly sore.  and my tan lines are absolutely haggard.  getting burnt everyday did nothing for me at allll.  and i hate my new cleats with a passion.  FUCK YOU NEW CLEATS, WE'RE FIGHTING.  I have never gotten worse cuts on my heels than from these cleats.  sweet, ( Read more... )