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so i basically never use this thing anymore. no one really ever read it anyways. But here we go anyways.
I am so sick of high school. I cannot wait for this year to be over. Honestly, I thought senior year would be a wholllle lot better.. so far its just been filled with drama, and no matter how much i try to stay out of it I always end up getting pulled in. I have hardly any friends left (just a couple of really close ones that I love more than anythingg (like hope and steph) and i dont know i always feel like people dont like me. everyones nice to me and everything its just that I feel so neglected sometimes. I dont know. Sometimes I miss the way things used to be. I miss the originalseven, I miss hanging out with hope.bridget.and.matt all the time. I mean dont get me wrong, I love my friends that I hang out with now its just sometimes this kinda stuff gets to me. And sitting at home all alone while everyone else is at practice or hanging out together gives me time to think. Its just.. honestly, why don't people like me? Like I am so nice to basically everyone (unless youre a bitch to me first) and I get along with everyone. and it makes me upset. because i dont see why someone would hate me. I know I do somethings that people may not approve of, but that doesn't mean that I'm not a good person. okay well im done (for now- just cause I have to leave to go to dance)
here comes the cold
break out the winter clothes
and find a love
to call your own.