I spent tonight in one of those sleepless self-analytical states. Jobs, where to live, what to do, Ect. It's funny how some of the best recollections and realizations come at almost 5 AM. I haven’t written in a while. To cap my day off I spent most of my day writing dry meaningless Emails to studios all over the country. I leave in three days for ( Read more... )

So I have been spending a lot of time on the phone with good friends from back home. I think I'm missing the feeling of home. I think that ounce we loose that feeling of familiarity and comfort we spend most of our lives trying to fill that gap. No matter how hard we try nothing can make us stable. No one can replace our youthful bliss. Some say I ( Read more... )

So... Uh... Yeah... one of these live journal things. I haven’t posted in like two months. Well many updates. Skip to the bolds if you don’t want to read all of this. I have been planning for Graduation in November. I have two choices. Stay in Orlando and find a job with a national show production company (Audio roadie) or Move to LA to try to ( Read more... )

It seems like the sun rises too many days a week for me. Insomnia is back, this time real bad. My mind races all day for school, all night for my own thoughts. Today I need to go to placement to start planning the next year of my life. I'm in to mood for this. Just when things get comfortable for me I have to start planning for the next chaotic ( Read more... )

I move in with nuwan today. Its also time to forget about all the things that hinder me from making my dreams a reality. Go time. I start my first class that involves my pro tools certification on tues. I find myself thinking about growing up and not acepting it with a logical grain of salt. Anyone ever avoid their goals souly on the reality that ( Read more... )

So um why am I still alive? I guess my mind and body is just made like a brick ( Read more... )

Well everyone, I think I'm going to New York on my summer break. I'm going up there with my friends Mike, Chris and Mike. It’s about time I start thinking about my career in audio. I think I will be looking at Sony, Unique and ShoCo. I'm doing great. I am among the best at full sail. Straight A's and B's mutha fucka! Who would of thought? I want to ( Read more... )

I got real drunk last night. I mean real drunk. It was Chris's birthday. I have not got that drunk since my adventure with an entire 5th of 1800 ta-kill-ya. I guess that when I get expensive alcohol I consume it faster. I latterly had a "What the fuck happened and where the fuck am I?" morning. I guess some girl took care of my drunken ass. She ( Read more... )

Damn, the new MSI is the most genius album I've heard all year. Most of the other releases this year have been a let down. Can we say mars volta? Oops did I offend anyone? There is a fine line between creativity and chaos/noise with little structure. I think that You'll Rebel to Anything is a perfect example of creative industrial perfection. ( Read more... )

I’m back in FL and the days are good. All is good and normal in the land of fake plastic ears and palm trees. The sun is back. It’s too grey there. Everyone got girlfriends, fat and more ugly/depressed. Sorry guys but its true. Nothing can come good of that place. Michigan is the 7th layer of hell, what the Nazi’s would have been doing if they ( Read more... )