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ive reached an odd point in my life and i dont know where to go from here! one of my good friends moved to chicago a few days ago and it really hasnt hit me yet...its strange...but i guess itll hit me when i go and visit her in chicago...im not much into school this semester and im hardly applying myself maybe its just because my jmc class is ( Read more... )

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yeah so i havent updated in a while and im sure as shit that noone reads this anyways.........anyways, met a boy 2 weeks ago, hit it off...thought things were going well...until last saturday, when i got a text meant for someone else...so needless to say things didnt go that well...we hung out a few times...nothing special...last night we went to ( Read more... )

ugh i get to work and i automatically dont want to do a damn thing...no motivation...then again i have nothing to do half the time, but when i do get something i slack as much as possible, like now im updating this when i have stuff i should be doing but im not.ive come to absolutly hate my job...to the point where id rather gouge my eyes out than ( Read more... )

im just going to make a really long random entry...why? because damnit i can. so i rang in the new year by getting drunk and crying like a baby...bah nevermind im not in the mood to make a real entry

someone asked me why i compare myself to others, and i couldnt really give a good answer...i have to realize that everyone is on their own path and that im on my own doing my own thing...i still live at home with my mom...and im fine that im still at home...when the time comes for me to move out and move on it will happen...i shouldnt rush it... ( Read more... )

i demand it, i want it in abundance, i want it to be good and bad not medicore. i want it to make me laugh and cry. i want something to slap me right in my face and say " WAKE UP COURTNEY, LOOK AT WHAT YOU ARE DOING!"
i want to feel something other than this