Jan 18, 2006 08:59
ugh i get to work and i automatically dont want to do a damn thing...no motivation...then again i have nothing to do half the time, but when i do get something i slack as much as possible, like now im updating this when i have stuff i should be doing but im not.ive come to absolutly hate my job...to the point where id rather gouge my eyes out than sit here for 8 and a half hours...every morning i hope for a 3 hour traffic jam because id much rather sit in a car then sit at work, but either way im stuck with my mother...who as of late has been annoying the heck out of me lately...whether due to my mood swings or she has just been getting on my nerves because i live and work with her...i cannot leave the house and come back without being asked 5235987 questions about where i was what i was doing who i was with...and its annoying. working with her wasnt so bad until i had to share an office with her because i was booted out of mine, so now she asks me all sorts of retarded questions that just irritate me and if i dont answer her or acknowledge her she asks ' why are you being bitchy?' its because you are annoying me and id much rather ignore you. on another note, i officially started class...not sure how i feel about my classes yet, photography is going to be fun just because, history the teacher seems pretty cool and jmc im actually going to have to participate in class discusions which i hate, but yeah decent people i guess....