Everyone has thoughts or feelings that don't seem to "fit," that make no sense and are unwelcome. I could relate to some of what you were saying...and I also understand not wanting to go into something for fear of hurting or confusing someone else. But you should always have somewhere to vent, someone to talk to. I'm glad that you at least put some of this down here.
If nothing else with the get-together at least get on the mailing list baby. Maybe in time you'll feel confident enough to go. I can't imagine why you don't b/c you're too beautiful for words, and fun, and witty, and dazzeling! I think you should go! Do something to make friends, my love. You need them there. I don't like knowing you're alone. I really don't. I love you and support you fully.
love is what it is. ditto lust. don't worry about it. anyone who's policing you for the equipment of the person you're thinking about has too much time on their hands. :)
i hope very much that you are (or were) at the gathering, because i would love to see you make friends where you are. even just intro'ing yourself to the list is a good step and i'm glad you made it.
i'm by myself tomorrow night. shall we chat? mwah! love you linds
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I feel you.
I could have written that entry.
*squeezes*
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i hope very much that you are (or were) at the gathering, because i would love to see you make friends where you are. even just intro'ing yourself to the list is a good step and i'm glad you made it.
i'm by myself tomorrow night. shall we chat?
mwah!
love you
linds
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love you!
mwah!
~a
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