Ali I am sorry you are all alone up there. Being alone, actually alone is a horrible thing to face. I have been in that same situation before. Only having my family for company, feeling as if I have no one who actually understands me around me. All my best friend miles and miles away. It sucks ... it really does. But the only thing that is going to make it go away is gritting your teeth and saying i'm going to go out there and find some people like me. I really think it would be more than fab if you went to that meeting. I would be so very proud of you for it... have I ever told you how proud I am of you for doing what you have done in general. Sometimes we forget to tell people those sort of things because we forget how much they mean to people, sooo there it is, i'm very proud of you for venturing out into the great wide open not knowing what was to be expected and surviving it all.
as for your feelings towards men... well... hmm... have you ever thought that maybe putting labels on ourselves such as lesbian, homosexual, bisexual, or straight just sets us back emotionally. How about just embracing what ever feeling you may have and saying this is Ali. You don’t have to fit neatly into one little category ... you are just you.
Ali I am sorry you are all alone up there. Being alone, actually alone is a horrible thing to face. I have been in that same situation before. Only having my family for company, feeling as if I have no one who actually understands me around me. All my best friend miles and miles away. It sucks ... it really does. But the only thing that is going to make it go away is gritting your teeth and saying i'm going to go out there and find some people like me. I really think it would be more than fab if you went to that meeting. I would be so very proud of you for it... have I ever told you how proud I am of you for doing what you have done in general. Sometimes we forget to tell people those sort of things because we forget how much they mean to people, sooo there it is, i'm very proud of you for venturing out into the great wide open not knowing what was to be expected and surviving it all.
as for your feelings towards men... well... hmm... have you ever thought that maybe putting labels on ourselves such as lesbian, homosexual, bisexual, or straight just sets us back emotionally. How about just embracing what ever feeling you may have and saying this is Ali. You don’t have to fit neatly into one little category ... you are just you.
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