praise to our Lord ( Read more... )

ups and downs. forward, only to step right back. is that how it all is? is ending back in the same position, time and time again, necessarily a step back? growth? perhaps. maybe it just depends on what was brought back to that spot. yet every time I am brought back there, it is a new perception. good or bad- that is yet to be determined. just

so far the summer has started off strong, even though my job is 9-5 and i just took about the only vacation im going to have. however, i got a nice surprise when i checked my online banking today and found that shades direct deposited my paycheck. niiice.
lots of perfect summer nights in the circle, with no schedule and no deadlines. except i think ( Read more... )

But every time she gets a hold of something pretty, it slips away. So she keeps hoping that someday soon He will come. He will come. He will comfort all that's hardened, change the deserts into gardens, and we all will see His face...He will soften all the starkness, break the chambers of our darkness, and we'll all be overwhelmed ( Read more... )

a blinking black line annoys me, as if taunting my lack of words. my lack of explanation. but not my lack of feeling ( Read more... )

I got to go home this weekend for my dads birthday. It was so wonderful to be with my family whom I definitely appreciate more now that I am gone (sadly). Quality time with Kelly, Preston, and Lynn made the weekend absolutely perfect. man...I am so blessed ( Read more... )

blessings. so easy to overlook, even though they abound ( Read more... )

                                                                
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disclaimer: this is long. and boring. and mainly just for me to write my feelings about the year so i dont forget all the Lord did in my life. ha thats all my entries anyways. so dont feel obligated. and dont say i didnt warn you ( Read more... )

i guess i should have known. that something that bizarre, and awkward, yet completely random, WOULD happen. after three years he takes me out. dinner and a movie, how original. some days ordinary isnt necesarily bad. in fact, it was perfect ( Read more... )