There is a female, who is a friend of mine(?) & my husband's. She seems to have a crush on him. To protect her, and save him the hassle of my overreaction, he deleted texts from and to her that weren't safe. What??! What kind of texts would those be? Why protect her? I don't understand much of what's going on, but I am trying hard to not go nuclear ( Read more... )

How often has "I forgot" been uttered out of convenience? The truth is too hard to admit to, a lie too hard to keep track of...

I hear "I forgot," and automatically assume there are lies beneath it.

There is this chick who seriously owes me at least this much.


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... you silly, silly thing. Shut the fuck up, already. One way, or the other, however it happens, some of your worries are going to be absolutely squashed, soon. We just have to wait for the fallout.

I don't even know where to begin. I do want to get into writing in here, again, even if it might mostly be private entries. I need the soul soothing. There are a distinct lack of close in location to me trustworthy friends. And then some. LJ was here for me during some of my highest highlights, and definitely for some low points, too. I should ( Read more... )

Motherhood and wifehood is no longer fullfilling to any degree. Maybe I am just feeling too bitter about being blown off, not listened to, or when listened to - having everything I say be challenged. Not sure what I've done that is different enough that my formally considerate husband and older son no longer seem to be, at all. Yes, exaggeration. ( Read more... )

Strive for empty
Strive for empty
Strive for empty
Strive for empty

but, apparently, I am the one in the wrong.

Whatever happened to the subset of the Golden Rule?
To think about how your actions will affect others, and then not do whatever if it is going to be hurtful?

Selfishness rules. And they are breaking my heart.

Open = broken ( Read more... )

Wow, has it been forever. Whatever. Myspace (ha!) and Facebook took over for everyone, not just me ( Read more... )